Oh, my goodness!!!!
My experience of Reflective Repatterning with Theta
Healing.
M'reen Hunt (c)
For the last 14 years I have explained to people that I
have CFS/ME
because it is something of which people have a vague
awareness.
I have never accepted that label as according to the generally
accepted Canadian profile for CFS/ME
you have to show 9(?) of the 12 symptoms and I’ve not
fully managed that count.
Over the last 14 years I have worked with a variety of
therapists using a wide range of disciplines
one of which was Chris
Millbank’s demonstration of Reflective Repattening during a webinar.
After this session and a number of year’s previously I
felt 95-8% awake and functioning
for two weeks before it all collapsed.
A few weeks ago, I spent maybe 20 minutes with Roy who combined Reflective
Repatterning
with Theta Healing and had the most amazing experience.
I felt that my sternum was very badly bruised as if it
had been selectively stabbed or crushed
about 8cm / 3 inches long above where you imagine your
heart to be. This was almost painful.
It felt to be gouged out. Touching that area now some 8
hours later and the area feels sore.
We worked releasing this sensation until it was almost
gone.
At one point I felt as though there was joyful energy
trying to push the pain out.
I have never experienced painful energy before and I
never expected to experience discomfort now.
I am very used to working with and releasing energy.
As a therapist I am aware that sometimes more than one
session is necessary; as to release all of an issue may not be possible at once
or to release all of the issue may not be in that person’s interest.
A few hours ago part of me felt tired and I know that it
is foolish to ignore such a feeling.
BUT, a part of me was feeling enthusiastic (a new
feeling) so as I had done when leaving Roy
I used some energy techniques of my own to release the
‘tired’ energy and welcome vibrant energy.
I have stayed awake simply because I’ve stayed awake.
While working with
Roy I recalled a very early Past Life I experienced as a student of Past life
Therapy and the student
working with me did not do the necessary healing.
I have checked out past life reasons for my tiredness in
the past and had a negative response so was this a holding onto the lack of
healing in this life – even though I’ve tried to do that healing myself?
Or is my mind coming up with a reason as our minds are
programmed to create reasons?
As a 9 year old
girl, I was a Mayan sacrifice, to cut a long story short, my present self had
no idea
that they did, in
fact, gouge out the beating heart!!!!
When I went to bed I was thinking about my experience
with Roy and touched my sternum
and it felt sore! I then spent quite a long time working
with healing energy and the sternum area –
not the heart chakra – felt warm and
of a different shape; eventually this included my abdomen.
The Mayan’s had
given me a drug to make me compliant but while I was basically catatonic
they were unaware
that my abdomen was screaming with pain.
This healing took a long time until I either forgot or
went to sleep.
When I awoke my thought was to welcome this vibrant day.
Vibrant being the word/energy used when working with Roy.
After a few hours awake I started to feel tired, using my
pendulum I (as usual) could not confirm
a Past Life connection to my tiredness. I didn’t get a
negative result to that particular life
just a neutral result. However I did get a confirmation
that there was an emotional component
which I’ve not as yet been able to
release.
After lunch time I really felt that I would have to go to
bed as 14 years of experience has taught me not to ‘fight’ this need however I
continued with what I was doing maybe at 90% for the rest of the day. However,
everything fell apart and my day time chronic fatigue was just as bad as ever.
Now, the question is: ‘was my work with Roy a waste of
time?’ Absolutely not.
Some healing definitely happened it’s just that I can’t
put a name to what exactly was healed.
Also, that healing may or may not be part of the jigsaw
that when finished will result in
the Chronic Fatigue I experience as being at thing of the
past.
You will notice that my past life experience doesn't gel exactly with Wikipedia. So!
Wikipedia: Heart removal
During the Postclassic period (c. 900-1524) the most common form of human sacrifice was heart extraction, influenced by the method used by the Aztecs in the Valley of Mexico; this usually took place in the courtyard of a temple, or upon the summit of the pyramid-temple. The sacrifice was stripped and painted blue, which was the colour representing sacrifice, and was made to wear a peaked headdress. Four blue-painted attendants representing the four Chaacs of the cardinal directions stretched the sacrifice out over a convex stone that pushed the victim's chest upwards; An official referred to as a nacom in Landa's Relación de las cosas de Yucatán used a sacrificial knife made from flint to cut into the ribs just below the victim's left breast and pull out the still-beating heart. Ouch! The nacom then passed the heart to the officiating priest, or chilan, who smeared blood upon the image of the temple's deity. Depending upon the exact ritual, sometimes the four Chaacs would throw the corpse down the pyramid steps to the courtyard below where it would be skinned by assistant priests, except for the hands and feet. The chilan would then remove his ritual attire and dress himself in the skin of the sacrificial victim before performing a ritual dance that symbolised the rebirth of life. If it was a notably courageous warrior who had been sacrificed then the corpse would be cut into portions, and parts would be eaten by attending warriors and other bystanders. The hands and feet were given to the chilan who, if they had belonged to a war captive, wore the bones as a trophy. Achaeological investigations indicate that heart sacrifice was practised as early as the Classic period.
Perhaps you’d like to check out my sister blogs:
www.ourmindminds.blogspot.com
this takes advantage of the experience and expertise of
others.
www.turbochargedreading.blogspot.com describes the steps
to reading in the way your mind prefers.
www.happyartaccidents.blogspot.com just for
fun.
To quote the Dr Seuss himself, “The more that you read, the more
things you will know.
The more that you learn; the more places you'll go.”
